So. Last nite I barely got any sleep due to the fact that my daughter figured it would be fun to stay up all nite. I only got like an hour or so of sleep.

So I woke up this short morning and took my daughter to school and then drove by my grandmothers and came home. I am guessing that I have started the nesting period of my pregnancy. I cleaned my daughter's super messy room...took all the furniture OUT of the room, vaccuumed (if thats how you spell it) every inch, then used our dirt devil carpet cleaner and cleaned every inch of the carpet, and eaven devil cleaned her couch in her room and everything...scrubbed her toys clean. organized her toys. CRAZY!! Then I made dinner for my family real quick and during I cleaned my kitchen and picked up in the living room.

My husband says it's not the nesting period. I hate how he does that. I know if it is or not. I have allready had ONE child. and I was the same way with her. Us women know when we are going through certain periods of our life and pregnancy.

Also, I am trying to figure out how I can make my husband more supportive with me. He is excited about the new baby on the way. but he does nothing but gripe, and whine. He is so pessimistic and never makes me feel good. I will have these downer times where I feel so fat and ugly and all that, and what do you think he does? NOTHING! A husband is supposed to be supportive. Not stress you out during the pregnancy. He never recognizes things I do around the house. I cook, clean, take care of our kids, and am even in the process of finding a job so I can get the hell outta the house. lol. A break is well past due. I just want my husband to open his eyes and see what all he has in his life instead of what he wants. he never thinks of me and our daughter. He just gets himself frustrated and then yells at me and m daughter. I am so madly deeply in love with my husband but I just don't know how much more I can take of him and his pessimistic attitude.

I am a very optimistic person and I keep praying that maybe it will rub off on him. Has it? No. Will it? Prolly not. I just wish I knew what else to do. We have had a lot of complications in the past and are not even medically supposed to have a baby together. I really do NOT want him stressing me out enough to where we lose this one.

Welp. I am done ranting today.lol. I am off to change and get ready to go walking with my 2 best girlfriends.

So. My fav. radio station is KJ103. I have listened to it for years and years. Since it used to be TJ & Tooker. So recently I have heard a lot about Shout. So I sat here and figured why not? I am on MYSPACE all the damn time so why not do something else to help occupy my time. Hopefully I meet a bunch of fun people on here. You can never have enough friends. Welp. For now this is short. Til later!